Finding Her Spoilers Ahead

Do yourself a favor and resist the temptation to peek if you don’t already know the twists and turns of Book One’s mystery element.


On the last episode of Lore of the Fields…Our MMC (Graysen, a Pyran “Fire Daddy”) found our FMC (Faeryn, a “human”) in some dark, scary woods named Tesilvis on a strange, monster-populated planet named Trebianna. Faeryn is suffering from episodic amnesia with no memories of her past, including how she got there. Without explanation, Graysen promises to take care of her and brings her to his town named Virylan.Once at his home, Graysen starts acting strangely. He is inexplicably moody, insists on dyeing her hair if she wants to leave the house, and has a secret room she isn’t allowed to enter. Faeryn pushes back on his strange behavior and comes to love Graysen’s more positive attributes as they grow closer.Amidst their strange dynamic, Faeryn is struggling with physically painful nightmares about a white void and a disembodied voice beckoning her to return to Earth. She wrestles with whether to listen to this unnamed woman’s pleas or accept her presence in the world of Trebianna. As she falls in love with Graysen and integrates into his society, she decides to embrace her situation, rather than seeking out a home planet that is lost in her forgotten memories. Faeryn gets a job at the same pub Graysen works at, owned by a horned, four-armed man named Theo who periodically disappears to go “hiking” for long periods of time—returning with an unexplained limp on one occasion.Graysen’s paranoia brews over the course of the book as Faeryn creates normalcy for herself. He struggles with an unnamed trauma that he won’t share with her, which she accepts on the condition that he doesn’t use it to control her behavior.Everything comes to a head when a strange man attacks Faeryn in an alleyway, calling her a “battery”. Graysen makes quick work of her attacker, brutally killing him in front of her. When he hesitates one final time to explain what he knows about the situation, Faeryn runs away. Only to be captured by the only person she considered “safe”—someone seemingly unconnected to the entire web of oddities. Cassius.We learn Graysen and Faeryn had a history before he found her that night in the woods. In fact, they were married. She is a demigoddess, which is the reason for her healing powers throughout the story. Her mother—the goddess of life—has a habit of making babies with powerful men on Earth, where they then grow up. As adults, they are transported to a sacred field in Trebianna when their magic becomes too powerful to tolerate Earth’s pollution.On their new planet, Faeryn and her sisters are targeted by an organization named E.A.R.T.H. for their magical energy, which can be harnessed to power electricity in a society where that luxury is limited—making it a profitable business. This atrocity isn’t known amongst normal society. So, when Graysen brought Faeryn from her home island of Eitrea to Virylan to marry, he didn’t know the dangers at hand. It wasn’t long before she was kidnapped, disappearing from his life for six years until the fateful day he overheard a clue as to where he could find her.Graysen struggles over the course of the story with wanting to tell Faeryn about her past but hesitates. As part of the “energy pod” process, goddesses have their memories wiped. They are physically programmed to crave their home planet of Earth through a scientist-created conditioning process, a routine of administering painful drugs to them and subsiding the effects in tandem with playing a woman’s voice, coaxing them back to Earth. Because of this, the women who do escape suffer physical symptoms such as painful nightmares, confusion, and a powerful need to find the voice to feel better. Past rescue attempts have ended in suicide when the victim becomes overwhelmed by being told their entire Earthly life is now in the past and they are trapped on Trebianna and endangered. In fear of Faeryn suffering the same deadly fate, Graysen believes he cannot explain this to her until she is officially over the concept of “Earth”.At the climax of Book One, Graysen and his best friend Mykie, a hitman, go to Tesilvis to rescue Faeryn after her recapture. At the same time, she is working with her half-sister Dia to escape before being reconnected to a pod. The four of them exit the factory together, leaving carnage behind them.Finding Her ends with Graysen and Faeryn connecting over their past and going back to her home island of Eitrea to live amongst the dragons until they feel safe in society again. When they meet up with Mykie and her co-hitman Ragen in the epilogue, she explains that Theo seems to be passing off his pub and has been suspiciously absent…Read Sheltering Her to see what four-armed Theo has been up to!

Worldly Context:
Seasons: Seasons change every fifty days. In the Western Continent, these rotate between Summer and Winter. In the Eastern Continent, Spring and Fall.
Time: There are forty hours in a day. Dawn/Dusk are referred to as “Starrise” and “Starset”, coordinating with the two daytime stars of the world.Years: A year is made of three “star cycles”. A star cycle is every 100 days, on the first day of a new summer.

Species of People:
Arielna (Air-ee-el-na)
Lychan (Lie-can)
Mercurian (Mur-cure-ee-an)
Pyran (Pie-ran)[TM1.1]
Quadmos (Kwod-mose)
Thornian (Thorn-ee-an)
Siren (Sigh-ren)

Places:
Trebianna (Treh-bee-on-ah): The planet/world the series takes place in. Made up of two continents: Western and Eastern.
Virylan (Vir-i-len): The small town Graysen lives in at the center of the Western Continent.Eitrea (Eh-tree-ah): The island with dragons on it, where Graysen and Faeryn met. Located in the ocean separating the two continents, falling on the Eastern side.Tesilvis (Tess-il-vis): The dark, spooky forest full of monstrous wildlife that Finding Her starts in. Home of the factory Faeryn escapes. In the North on the Western Continent.Cyciciah (Sih-see-shee-ah): The mountainous, stormy region book two is primarily set in. In the South on the Western Continent.Drifael (Drif-eye-el): The small, rural town at the base of Cyciciah’s mountain range

Terminology:
E.A.R.T.H.: The organization capturing demigoddesses to harness their powers
Earth Poisoning: An illness demigoddesses experience when they come into their full adult magic while living on a polluted Earth. They are sent to Trebianna to recover.Elysium: The heaven-like home of Goddess Eva, mother to the Lore of the Fields FMCsFeral: A term used for when the natural, predatory features of a “redeveloped” species (Pyrans, Quadmos, Mercurian, Thornian) slipFields: The energy-rich fields that demigoddesses are sent to when ported to Trebianna. Each field is unique to the individual and contains a single native crop from Earth intended to nourish them.G.P.O.: The organization attempting to stop E.A.R.T.H.Grove Beast: Bipedal, antlered, 9 ft tall, skull-headed nocturnal predators, each occupying their own teal grove in the mountains of CyciciahLogomé: A coffee-like beverage made from mushroomsLumick: A large, black wildcat-like predator native to the Eastern ContinentMalough: The herb used in Cyciciah protective charmsPamaig: A cheese-like food, made from yeastThe Redevelopment: A movement from long before the series, where the seven intelligent species began working together. It was at this point that four of the species decided to mask their predatory features in the name of being approachable.Silvate (Sil-vate): Vaguely skeletal animals compared to horses with greyhound features. Used for pulling carriages.Starrise: DawnStarset: DuskTrebites (Treh-bites): The seven species of people native to TrebiannaTurn of Stars Holiday: The first day of the first summer of the year